Emotions are easily tangled. Like a fragile thread, that's been wound up one too many times.
After years of being emotionally tangled, you grow sick of it.
You grow sick of waking up everyday, with swollen eyes. You get sick of living everyday, crying acidic tears - that seem to leave invisible trails of scars down your cheeks.
How much, is too much?
Is it too much, when you used to contemplate suicide? Then suddenly, you've given up on the hope - because you know you can't do naything right?
Is it too much, when you are afraid to go home everyday? Because of the confrontations?
Is it too much when you start to question, everything that is inexistance?