when god passed out brains i guess he sikipped me :(

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    Choushi
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    when god passed out brains i guess he sikipped me :(

    Post by Choushi

    to feel and know that you've hurt somebody to the point where they dont
    want to listen to what you say...it hurts...not as much as what your own
    stupid mouth said...but still, hurts nonetheless...

    18But the things that come out
    of the mouth come from the heart, and these make a man 'unclean.' 19For out of the heart come
    evil thoughts, murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false
    testimony, slander. 20These
    are what make a man 'unclean'; but eating with unwashed hands does not
    make him 'unclean.' " (matthew 15 18-20)

    so if i've said
    something that's hurt somebody...WHERE IS MY HEART AT!?!?!?
    its been
    definitely in the gutter and though this doesnt justify what i said...it
    makes it all the more clearer that i have to work on my own heart...and
    i just ask god that he fixes me up and helps me learn...so i never make
    this mistake ever again...

    this girl is beautiful
    sometimes
    she doesnt know it
    and i just struck her
    with a low blow...but
    didnt know it
    and when i found out
    i thought just how much it
    hurt
    though i couldnt percive it as much as she feels it
    i knew it
    would be much worse..
    and i put on my heart of optimism
    andi
    tried...
    and....

    ...to ask forgiveness
    and recieve scilence
    its
    definitely not golden
    because
    a slap
    or punch
    would've
    been more satisfying
    but i was given words unspoken
    blocked out
    with headphones
    as she shook her head no
    drowned out with a song
    as
    i explained how i was wrong
    i speak my mind a lot
    but my minds
    not the wisest thing...
    i stood there repeating
    fighting the
    emotions i was feeling
    and paused until
    i felt my tears
    retreating
    cuz my fears were recieving a barrage of words
    that
    would cut deep
    but i woulda had that coming to me
    so
    i stood
    there repeating...
    i am so sorry
    i am so sorry
    i am so sorry
    i
    am so sorry....
    but though she didnt hear me
    i pray that she
    recieves what i was sayin
    cuz
    that jerk that insulted her
    wasnt
    in his right mind...
    at a loss for words
    finally...
    and i wish
    i had that word loss
    before this happened
    so it wouldnt be like
    this...
    but..i guess its okay
    but i'll just pray
    and just hope
    that
    one day
    she'll forgive me
    and the insult that i spoke
    will be
    erased from her mind
    but at this time...
    i know
    thats not
    possible...
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    Post on Fri Jan 29 2010, 08:20 by amaterasu

    If you've repented then you're free from judgment

    Even if others refuse to forgive you.

    Make them ashamed by living a holy life

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